About The illusion of … not being into the illusion: philosophical essays (Spiritual essays … contradictory perceptions / kindle series Book 1):
Not so long time ago … I’ve written the book “THE ILLUSION … OF BEING PART OF AN ILLUSION”.
Honestly … i’ve not really understood the title.
… even if it was written by me.
Today … either.
So i’ve started … again as a self therapy to understand what is my real spiritual level.
Experiencing incredible lies into my life … but realising it … I’ve became aware that it was all an illusion.
And … I’ve defined all as that.
Later on … believing i am totally changed I’ve started this book called … “The illusion of … not being into the illusion” … but still i felt ridiculous.
Yes.
I had this sensation.
Even pathetic.
I was into the illusion … but i was so, so stupid to believe that i am not experiencing that anymore.
That … i am awake.
And … the Universe was laughing of me, behind my back.
On and on and on.
I was writing.
Defining all.
… even in micro details.
But i guess i was even in a lower spiritual level cause i was experiencing lies … believing i can’t be fooled anymore.
So … i was still fighting.
… instead of smiling.
Or … even laughing.
I could do it, but i was still blind.
Still in duality.
Still in illusion.
I was only having the weird illusory sensation of being or not being into this illusion of the self.
Balancing … between believing contradictory ideas
… about the same thing.
But … all was a lie.
Even all i thought or felt.
Meanwhile i was continuing my writing … hoping that anything will improve.
And … the charade still continues …
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Author Bio:
Adrian Gabriel Dimitru is an author focusing on philosophical essays and narratives exploring profound and contradictory perceptions of life, love, and spirituality.